MY COMEBACK ^^

HYE !!! i cameback this will be my real cameback and to make some new blog's for this site.. hehe~~ sorry if i didn't update this account for a long time.. and now, i will make some blog's everything about KPOP .... and some new OST drama's and MOVIES.. i'm getting mor addicted and addicted and addicted to some kinda stuff.. ahahaha!!

weee..damn..i hate to be here in the house.. i always got a fight in my lil sister.. i want to get out of this black and dark LIFE.. is there anyone can save my soul? huhu..i feel so alone here.. they say i can be independent now.. MY GOSH…i’m jsut a child and they can say that.. wahh..i hate it..so much.. i’m so childish in front of others but inside of me i think i’m so alone you know just like the word “NO FRIENDS”..lol but they say i’m not.. i don’t know what to do…i’m going to be crazy.. i miss my cp.. Ohh..i forgot.. can i ask u? yah.the one who is reading my blog.. whose your friend? me, i think here in the house my only friend here is my PC .. nah..really..this is so lonely.. and it’s so hard for me to be like this.. i only love my music player..pc -i love my pc cause this is my only communication to my friends around the world..and i love them..even they are too far from me. :[[ ..and also my friends and the band.. yeah..WE ROCK.. \M/

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"MY LIFE" :(

My life is spiraling downward.

I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate me dry concert.

It sucks 'cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab My Heart Because I Love You" and "Rip Apart My Soul" and of course, "Stabby Rip Stab Stab".

And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either.

Like that guy from that band can do. Some days ugh...

I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be You'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face I'm almost emo enough to start 'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression,

like dykes 'Cause emo is one step below transvestite!

Stop my breathing and slit my throat

I must be emo I don't jump around when I go to shows

I must be emo I'm dark,

and sensitive with low self-esteem The way I dress makes every day feel like Halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sister's mascara

now I'm grounded for a week.

Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing boys keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun.

They say they already have a pussy,

they don't need another one Stop my breathing and slit my throat

I must be emo I don't jump around when I go to shows I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo I play guitar and write suicide notes

I must be emo My life is just a black abyss, you know, it's so dark.

And it's suffocating me. Grabbing hold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans...

which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses

I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes I'm just a bad, cheap, imitation of goth, You can read me "Catcher in the Rye",

and watch me jack off. I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life If I said I like girls,

I'd only be half right!

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo

I must be emo Screw XBox,

I play old school Nintendo I must be emo I like to whine and hit my parentals

I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones

I must be emo My parents just don't get me, you know.

I don't know diary, sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me, you're my best friend... I feel like tacos...

>>.shocking news for korean addicts...

sorry if i’ll post this very late..cause my PC got virus..and now i remember what will i post here in my BLOG.. I will just give some korean news,,

>>FIRST “JO IN-SUNG IS GOING TO MILITARY & HIS NEW MOVIE FROZEN FLOWER”

>>SECOND “JOO JI-HOON OF PRINCESS HOURS GOT INVOLVE IN DRUGS”

JO IN-SUNG ’s MILITARY & MOVIE [04.06.09] saying goodbye to JO IN-SUNG -this is truly sad for me bacause i will not see jo in-sung for 2 years but i will wait him come back..i’m sure if your a fan of korean stuff you would be familiar of male stars leaving showbiz for 2 years for MILITARY - and Jo in-sung is of them. Another 28-year-old actor (or, in this case, he’s a few months shy of 28) — who’s been hyping up his army departure for months, with a “last movie” (Frozen Flower), a “last fanmeeting” (in Japan), and a “last photo shoot” (for a clothing ad campaign) — finally heads off to complete his roughly two-year service in the military. Jo In-sung enlisted on April 6, sent off with the requisite camera crew and crowd of about 200 fans. Jo had originally received his papers last November and planned to enlist in January, but then pushed the day back in order to complete promo activities for his last film, Frozen Flower. He debuted in 1998 as a CF model, then rose to fame after roles on the MBC Nonstop campus sitcom, dramas like What Happened in Bali and Spring Days, and movies like A Dirty Carnival. He’ll serve for 25 months as part of a special performers’ unit (military band) in the air force.

>>JOO JI-HOON OF PRINCESS HOURS GOT INVOLVE IN DRUGS so sad to know this thing..

:( "Talk about Joo Ji Hoon" Joo Ji Hoon is a popular model and actor from South Korea. He is well-known for portraying Crown Prince Lee Shin in Princess Hours (Goong), which was his acting debut.Before entering the entertainment industry, he studied at Tongwon College, majoring in e-Business. He was known as “Handy Man” in his school for his tall height of 6′2″ which he started out as a model. In 2003, he went into modeling and advertised for brand names like Calvin Klein, Levi’s and Reebok. He has won many awards for modelling.

>>.CAUSED OF USING DRUGS It’s seems to baffle many of the koreans why the popular top stars would to drugs just to end there career.Apparently critics have concluded his drug use was a tool of pleasure [ pure leisure].joo ji-hoon’s reason for using drugs was not due to being born with a metal detects or maybe bacase of stress from work.

>>in his under going job’s JOO JI-HOON ’s future showbiz is become MORE AND MORE UNCLEAR because of his involve in drugs. He was spotted for a part in a new drama TOKYO TOWER opposite actress KIM JI SOO and had even gotten to the contract signing.However , it is possible that the contract will be given to another one..

>.Joo Ji-Hoon & Yoon Eun-Hye for personal taste [oct.16.08] by koala41

And to think, we almost had Joo Ji-hoon (Devil) and Yoon Eun-hye (Coffee Prince) back together in Personal Taste [개인의 취향], playing a straight guy masquerading as a gay guy to live with a straight girl (who harbors a crush on her gay friend but thinks he’s playing for the other team). Now, not only will these two not be appearing in the drama together, the entire drama production has fizzled. The drama had been in the pre-production stages, but PD Kim Sang-ho (Fantasy Couple) explains that the reason for this project’s demise was due to a difficulty in casting. Yoon Eun-hye pulled out of the project while the scripts were being written and they were unable to recast. Furthermore, Joo Ji-hoon’s involvement in the project was greatly “exaggerated” by the press. Bummer. The drama, which was to be based on the novel of the same name, sounded like farcical fun in the making. Maybe I’ll just have to read the book instead.

My Introduction for "Aya Kito"

this is Aya kito (Asae Onishi) this is a true to life story,,she is the Girl who suffer in a disease what we call Spinocerebellar Degenaration.... When she enter her High School, Aya's Condition geeting worse everyday in her physical Movements but not her mental ability. When she consult in her doctor (Dr.yamamoto) He recommend to Aya to write in a Diary,so that she can express her Emotions there. she write in here Diary until she cannot hold a pen...but her Mother (shioko) help her to write in her Diary,that times she is already in a Hospital... But, in the Other side Aya find the words to inspire herself to become a strong person and cope with the disease and has subsequently inspired millions of readers to overcame thier own strife... :)

1 Liter of Tears [A diary with Tears]

hello,

try to watch it (1 liter of tears), this story is very inspiring if you will watch it.. aya kito (the girl in the story) she fight her sickness she starts to write in a diary when she was 15yrs. old because it's the suggestion of her doctor to express her emotions there..she write in her Diary until she can't hold a pen to write there but she try just to write she died when she was 25yrs. old..

were so lucky that were not sick just like aya kito,she suffer for ten years in a disease what we call Spinocerebellar Degeneration,this desias causes the person to lose control in his/her body however the person retains all of her mental ability this disease is just like a prison. Throught her struggles, Aya finds words to inspire herself to become strong and cope with the disease and has subsequently inspired millions of readers to overcome thier own strife.

there is a thing comes in my mind,

I always say to myself if aya has sick,she didn't cry for it because she has a very strong strenght (determination) to fight in her sickness..

i want to be like here.. A girl that has very strong strenght in everyday of her life,i always think this one word that AYA KITO said

"i always want to Cry when i think about the future"

she's right,..

You think some of the people here in the earth there are already thinking about there future,just be prepare for everyday and the future cause we didn't all know when is our right time to leave..

to leave our love ones....

Okay,back to the TOPIC, When I watch this Movie i just want to say to all that we have to thank for everyday that comes to our life that we didn't get any sickness, In everyday i watch it here in my PC i want to cry.

I like it so much because of the story it Inspire me about life and we have to make our days a very important (or treasure) for us..But I don’t think if I will make my Own life to be a very Important thing cause my life is so MISERABLE ….and I don’t have to say why…^^

maybe you all too may cry for this VERY BEAUTIFUL MOVIE…

I think this is too much..

just watch this in CD's ,or in youtube...

GODBLESS YOU ALL