weee..damn..i hate to be here in the house.. i always got a fight in my lil sister.. i want to get out of this black and dark LIFE.. is there anyone can save my soul? huhu..i feel so alone here.. they say i can be independent now.. MY GOSH…i’m jsut a child and they can say that.. wahh..i hate it..so much.. i’m so childish in front of others but inside of me i think i’m so alone you know just like the word “NO FRIENDS”..lol but they say i’m not.. i don’t know what to do…i’m going to be crazy.. i miss my cp.. Ohh..i forgot.. can i ask u? yah.the one who is reading my blog.. whose your friend? me, i think here in the house my only friend here is my PC .. nah..really..this is so lonely.. and it’s so hard for me to be like this.. i only love my music player..pc -i love my pc cause this is my only communication to my friends around the world..and i love them..even they are too far from me. :[[ ..and also my friends and the band.. yeah..WE ROCK.. \M/