"MY LIFE" :(

My life is spiraling downward.

I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate me dry concert.

It sucks 'cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab My Heart Because I Love You" and "Rip Apart My Soul" and of course, "Stabby Rip Stab Stab".

And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either.

Like that guy from that band can do. Some days ugh...

I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be You'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face I'm almost emo enough to start 'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag I call it freedom of expression,

like dykes 'Cause emo is one step below transvestite!

Stop my breathing and slit my throat

I must be emo I don't jump around when I go to shows

I must be emo I'm dark,

and sensitive with low self-esteem The way I dress makes every day feel like Halloween I have no real problems but I like to make believe I stole my sister's mascara

now I'm grounded for a week.

Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing boys keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun.

They say they already have a pussy,

they don't need another one Stop my breathing and slit my throat

I must be emo I don't jump around when I go to shows I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes I must be emo I play guitar and write suicide notes

I must be emo My life is just a black abyss, you know, it's so dark.

And it's suffocating me. Grabbing hold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans...

which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses

I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes I'm just a bad, cheap, imitation of goth, You can read me "Catcher in the Rye",

and watch me jack off. I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life If I said I like girls,

I'd only be half right!

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo

I must be emo Screw XBox,

I play old school Nintendo I must be emo I like to whine and hit my parentals

I must be emo Me and my friends all look like clones

I must be emo My parents just don't get me, you know.

I don't know diary, sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me, you're my best friend... I feel like tacos...